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helenkacan) wrote2020-01-22 11:56 pm
helenkacan) wrote2020-01-22 11:56 pm
Almost (almost-almost-almost - weakening echoes) a good day!
Was it too much to ask for? To go to bed at 1 a.m. without pain (as I'd delayed my pain pills until I was almost ready), to have 8 hours of sleep, once again without pain, then many hours awake trying to reconnect with the parts of my body that have been sabotaging me on a regular basis?
I suppose so. Sigh. But it did feel really nice while it lasted. During that time, I watched last night's N.C.I.S. which was really sad (about a Marine who had hidden her deafness, and making her believe she'd dropped a missile on top of her BF, except he'd been shot dead first and then placed at the test site because he was a whistleblower). Convoluted but believable.
Alas, I was already feeling pain when the email came in from the church for editing. And there was a ton of it, too, which I had to tackle without the use of my iPad. Such a dreary exercise. After that, it was a relief to crawl into bed and watch my regular TV shows, eventually going into a weird not-quite-there state.
Still, it had happened. Don't know why: whether it had been the warmer than freezing temps or some miracle. I can only hope for more again.
I suppose so. Sigh. But it did feel really nice while it lasted. During that time, I watched last night's N.C.I.S. which was really sad (about a Marine who had hidden her deafness, and making her believe she'd dropped a missile on top of her BF, except he'd been shot dead first and then placed at the test site because he was a whistleblower). Convoluted but believable.
Alas, I was already feeling pain when the email came in from the church for editing. And there was a ton of it, too, which I had to tackle without the use of my iPad. Such a dreary exercise. After that, it was a relief to crawl into bed and watch my regular TV shows, eventually going into a weird not-quite-there state.
Still, it had happened. Don't know why: whether it had been the warmer than freezing temps or some miracle. I can only hope for more again.