Well, this is what happens when I go to sleep really early (way before 11 p.m.): I woke up at 4 a.m. So I sorted my vitamins for the week, had juice and a 'nana. Then I went back to sleep. And that set the tone for my entire day. Too depressed to even do laundry, so the safest place for me WAS my bed.
In between the bed and limited eating, I seemed to be fixated on reading kinky McShep. At least it was a temporary diversion/distraction.
Nurse John called to say he'd visit at 10:30. When he came down, he had a prezzie for me (in the gift bag I'd used for his Christmas prezzie last year): there was a mango, an avocado, a kiwi and an orange. That was a very sweet gesture. Anyway, after he gave me my drops, he sat on my bed and told me a little story. And we laughed. I told him about the only thing that is keeping me from a completely depressive state right now. Well, it's certainly NOT food, although I did have some oatmeal choco chip cookies. And a couple of pieces of Brian's baking.
I think I'll be crawling back into bed soon. I'm just a teensy bit tipsy, as I poured a little rye into my bottle of cola.
Extremely blonde and dizzy hugs,
Helenka
In between the bed and limited eating, I seemed to be fixated on reading kinky McShep. At least it was a temporary diversion/distraction.
Nurse John called to say he'd visit at 10:30. When he came down, he had a prezzie for me (in the gift bag I'd used for his Christmas prezzie last year): there was a mango, an avocado, a kiwi and an orange. That was a very sweet gesture. Anyway, after he gave me my drops, he sat on my bed and told me a little story. And we laughed. I told him about the only thing that is keeping me from a completely depressive state right now. Well, it's certainly NOT food, although I did have some oatmeal choco chip cookies. And a couple of pieces of Brian's baking.
I think I'll be crawling back into bed soon. I'm just a teensy bit tipsy, as I poured a little rye into my bottle of cola.
Extremely blonde and dizzy hugs,
Helenka
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