Grr. Argh. And feeling lower than I've ever felt in my life.

Whooo-boy. And that's saying something. After the screwed-up morning I had, I just wanted to go to bed and pull the covers over my head. But I didn't. I washed my hair instead. There's something about getting water in my eyes that makes life blurry. Ha - no kidding. Could I blur the last two years away? Because there are things crushing me that I never in my wildest (okay, so semi-wildest) imagination expected to happen to me.

After my WTF morning, I had to cheer myself up somehow. So I ordered my baguette & bread maker which I am, of course, going to receive free. Yaaay, Air Miles. In other news, Brian is begging off tomorrow in order to do last minute prep for the party. So I let him off the hook.

Nurse John came by and did the eye thing. And I talked about the prospect of moving. Hey, maybe he can move as well, so we'll still be in the same building.

Anyway, I'm going to go wash the dishes now. Such excitement. I shouldn't overdo it.

Hugs to all who are eating Turkey tomorrow and hugs to those who do not celebrate an official gobbler day in November.
Just sign me hapless Helenka.

Grr. Argh. And feeling lower than I've ever felt in my life.

Whooo-boy. And that's saying something. After the screwed-up morning I had, I just wanted to go to bed and pull the covers over my head. But I didn't. I washed my hair instead. There's something about getting water in my eyes that makes life blurry. Ha - no kidding. Could I blur the last two years away? Because there are things crushing me that I never in my wildest (okay, so semi-wildest) imagination expected to happen to me.

After my WTF morning, I had to cheer myself up somehow. So I ordered my baguette & bread maker which I am, of course, going to receive free. Yaaay, Air Miles. In other news, Brian is begging off tomorrow in order to do last minute prep for the party. So I let him off the hook.

Nurse John came by and did the eye thing. And I talked about the prospect of moving. Hey, maybe he can move as well, so we'll still be in the same building.

Anyway, I'm going to go wash the dishes now. Such excitement. I shouldn't overdo it.

Hugs to all who are eating Turkey tomorrow and hugs to those who do not celebrate an official gobbler day in November.
Just sign me hapless Helenka.